So I've been somewhat remiss in posting recently...it hasn't been for a lack of noteworthy subject to pontificate about, more a lack of free time. I've always been one who liked having a lot of activity in my life and since I joined the working world, I felt that if I didn't have other things in my life beside work, then my brain would go soft. So I joined the book club, a knitting circle and work at the theatre. I recently began guitar lessons. Most people are like 'wow, you do so much, you're so busy.' But I feel like if I didn't have these other things going on, I'd be bored out of my mind!
A fews weeks ago, the theatre class that I interned for put on their show and it was a success. I really enjoyed being backstage with the kids- feeling their energy and excitement, helping them troubleshoot their costumes and being in a new space and going over their lines with them. That was the first time I felt a sense of fulfillment since I graduated from college.
So what does this mean for me? Well, I am entertaining the idea of going back to school...or droping out of tv all together and applying for a teaching fellowship in NYC. I guess we'll see what happens. However, at least I know that I can get fulfillment from somewhere after feeling empty for so long.
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